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  ANOTHER ADVANCE XMAS GATHERING AGAIN! LOL. (Dearies)  us(:  omg. i swear the escalator at Orchard Central to the 12 story is DARM SCARLLLLYYYYYYYY ! *SCREAM* But it was fun like you're sitting towards the rollar coaster ride feelings. (:  Exchanged presents! (:       Went up to the orchard central rooftop, very nice scenary up there.(:   These are my presents from LUANNE & JIAYI! That GOHFOLER SO BLUR AGAIN! roar. lol. Today while doing projects.. i got a sudden feelings that i've lost track of what i'm doing.. I feel very very very lost.. :( Looking at others.. everything was ok except mine. :( I'm feeling so directionless, and i'm alway so lousy in doing all this codings.. seriously, i dont understand anything at all, i just doing for the sake of doing.. Sigh.. Feeling so.. so... :( And what worse is that.. i'm already lacking behind and with so many errors unsolved, i'm only left with a few days to do.. Then.. I'll be off to Malacca, Chalet and KL soon.. :( So many things so little time... by the time i come back, it'll gonna be SCHOOL REOPEN already.. LOL.. I really feel that i'm screwed up. hahaha. Left early from project meetings and went to meet jiayi, foler and luanne. We went Somerset to shop around and it was my first time to 313 Somerset and orchard central and i can still remenber the time when i nearly got lost from Somerset station while meeting simon they all. Didnt realise Orchard has changed so much since my last visit. LOL. Ok we went to take the heart racing escalator at Orchard Central, i think it is scarier then the Iluma escalator which is 5 story high, at least that is covered, but Orchard Central one is like TOTALLY TRANSPARENT =/ OHMY. I can feel my heart nearly dropped out when i looked back. haha! Going to meet Marina together with them on this wed.(: *** I smiled because i dont want others to know that my dream is shattered... You'll never know how many times it goes through my mind and i'm smiling it.. And You'll never know how shattered my heart is when all this many times became none.. Pretending to be ok, even when I'm not.  Glad that my flu has becoming better... (: Went Johor with mum..(: Went to a place call Larkin, all the famous coach stationed there. Really the best price to buy from there if u want travel from Larkin to KL/GENTING/MALACCA/IPOH/PENANG etc.. The price is almost 50% off from singapore price. (: Checked out KL trip as well, managed to find those super VIP seat for an affordable price.. dont know if by then when we decided to buy, whether the seat still available? sigh. Went city square to shop, bought one bag :D, quite cute i like. (: Went home and chiong the last episode of 是美男啊.. Q.Q Taegeong finally together with minan! Q.Q *sniff sniff* I'll miss this drama... and if i 've time, i will watch this again. :X I miss TAEGEONG!!!! and jeremy and xin something! ahaha! Really damn pissed off with people who dont reply me.. I'M ALWAY THE PPL WHO IS ASKING BUT IS A GROUP THING! CANT U ALL JUST REPLY ME! I WASTED SO MANY OF MY SMS AND ONLY ONE OR TWO REPLY! You guys will never know how pissed off i can be if you were in my shoes! I'LL STOP SMSING! I'M NT GOING TO REPLY ANYONE ONWARDS EITHER. ROAR. AND YA NOT ONLY THIS. I dont know about this feelings.. piss off? disappointed? Maybe a mixtures of it.. YA I BELIEVE U'RE BUSY, YOU SAID GIVE U TIMES, I GIVE YOU, I REALLY WAIT. AND YET, WHAT I SAW RECENTLY ABOUT UR STUFF.. REALLY DISAPPOINT ME.. It seems my words are like tiny bits.. NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL THAT YOU'VE FORGOTTEN. YA, you may not know how the wait it takes, you may not know how important that stuff value to me.. BUT HOW CAN YOU FORGET and SKIPPED MY PART?? Q.Q It's getting too hurt each day.. 为什么偏偏在意我的人却不是我在意的那个人... 心中怒骂 连爱你也没说出口, 流出眼泪 思念流了又流, 只有像刺卡在嗓子里的伤心的那句话 , 一整天在耳边回荡 忘了他吧 Look at TaeGeong i feel so much better le.. (':   ADVANCE XMAS DAY CELEBRATION WITH GV CLIQUE!! (= Honestly speaking, I really do want to dig out my brain and rewind it to 3/4 years ago when wy gave me the code to put password in blogger! sigh. Now i cant find it anymore, that code is really useful. It helped me to protect from some people i dont really comfort to share with! (: Well anyway, finally, i see enthusiasm in me for POA! LOL. The lecture was rather boring :X maybe.. hahaha :X BUT I LOVE THE LESSON CONDUCTED DURING LAST FRIDAY! XD SO DO EVERY CLASSMATE OF MINE! HAHAHA! OMG! First times i see by playing games.. we can ACTUALLY EARN STUDY MARKS !! LOL. Mr. Liaw asked us to form a group of 5 or more than that to play the Cash Flow game. I think is a game formed by one of the successful entrepreneur? It is a 90% lookalike the Monopoly game you used to play.(: If you manage to get out of the game, you're safe and you can go home,shake your leg and wait for money to drop from the sky! LOL. Nice and fun game, representing real life investing situations too (: And we shall continue this friday too, the one with earn the most money got higher marks!!! OMG!!! So nervous!! hahah! Ohya, and we also must draw lots and see the job we're playing. The lowest rank is Janitor LOL, but Mr. Liaw said that someone actually came out of the race and become a millionaire? LOL. I'm the Engineer btw. (:    ❤ GV CLIQUE XMAS PARTY HOOHOO Some pictures are still with DEREK HOO ROAR, he said just wrote here that DEREK HOO havent upload the photo so need to wait roar. lol. Ok, i give him weekend time to upload, busy person!  The 10 of us. (: Thanks for everyone there and everythings. I really do miss the time working together... :(  Jiayi and i were laughing when i said " Jiayi like pushing derek as if like he is a wheelchair bound person when taking photo!haha"     Cheers! Apple juice for xmas! :D  (:  The present!!  Very nice food! Love the chicken wing still (:  Everyone draw lots and got their own destinated exchange present! haha!  the log cake! :D  Cleaner of the day: Mr. Soh dai kai  He was saying " ZHE YANG YE HAO PAI AH" hahaha!  Cleaner of the day 2: Xavier Chow.. lol.. ok i know i'm bad! busying taking pictures of them without helping! lol  lovely family. (:   us.(:  Serene got this from JASON HIA, what a unique present! (:  THIS IS FROM ME!! CUTE RIGHT CUTE RIGHT!! HAHAHA! The cup and the a stitch mouse pad! :D  Xavier got dk chocolate which we thought is a perfume! LOL  Derek got jiayi's chocolate, i like the box cover! LOL.  Daikai got Derek present, a gigantic mickey mouse cup! I WANT IT TOO!! Q.Q  Jaiyi got Serene facial foam, very suite her! lol  Jason got Xavier's chocolate, whisky flavour.(:  Luanne got Jeep's body shop packages! OMG! I WANT IT TOO!! Q.Q  My presents. (:  I LOVE THIS HELLO KITTY MOUSE THANKS U SERENE! And i got LUANNE EXCHANGE PRESENT, LOL, though i already had one of it, is ok, i'll still treasure it dont worry! LOL. Played Wii as usual!! :D I'm 2nd at the Mario party game hooohoo! -- V Then we started to discuss KL trip during holiday! :D I'm going! I'm going! I'm going! :D Hopefully the 10 of us can make it, it would be fun (: and it'll gonna b the first time i went oversea without my parents! LOL. I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO ARRIVE because it is what i'm dreaming of too, going oversea with a groups of friend.(: Sigh, have test on the day after it and i cant imagine, i can enjoyed the celebration so well that i forgotten about my test! Thinking of waking up around 3-4am in the morning to study, i really feel like banging my head against the wall, really. LOL. Then home sweet home around 12 am plus, as usual, dk drove! hahaha! Went to tour around Jurong because need to send Derek home too LOL. Ty for sending me home (:. Long time no one asked me that after you guys left! LOL. I really miss those feelings when everyone sent me home and NAG at me for being so MA FAN! LOL. I think i'm being so bad, i actually loving it. LOL. I'm not the person of expressing my gratitude well actually.. just the same old usual three words.. "Thanks for everything...(:" 2 january, KL trip (: Yestarday As promised, went to watch "New Moon" with Simon Fish, Ming Ci and Luanne At Cathay Cineleisure. (: Overall, i would give New Moon a 4.5/5 star! (: Very high uh. hahaha. Yeah it was so much better then Storm Warrior! Jacob is hot :X, i know everyone said that. LOL. But i think it is so much better then twilight too. (: I'll be waiting for the Eclipse next years? And i cant wait to see how bella turned to Vampire. (: And their their child! I heard from twilight readers that their child has special power too! Cool. (: After movie, went dinner with Mc and Simon. Almost all shop is closing and so we went to Fish & Co @ Heeren. :D  Simon portion. Omg. See how pity is he, eating his own species Q.Q SALMON! LOLLLLL.   I called the best fish in town! Simon said that i'm eating myself too because it is WHITE FISH! *STARE* I'm not! LOL.  Mc portion... And where is Cindy? I saw her on the menu too, DORY FISH! hahaha! Our fish family used to be. hahaha. And i think Mc is so jealous about our fish family that he kept suaning us and i said he can be one of us, he can be the SEAWEED!! HAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY WHEN YOU SEE THE FACE HE STARED AT ME! LOL. Thanks to both of them that really gave me a good laugh while eating and walking on the way back to Mrt station.. hahah. Next gathering i want it to be a basketball session please!! :D:D:D No more CS session because i know i'm going to be their laughing stock FOR SURE!! LOL Sometimes i wonder, if i'm really so fortunate being selected to the oversea attachment, will i able to cope? 一直想问你,当时你说的话,现在我还能相信吗? Storm warrior maranthon yestarday with yanjie, jia yin, xavier, belinda and derek @ 0845.(: Quite anticipated it.. But on the way back to tiong from school.. i lost the anticipation abruptly.. so tired.. There were mountains of people there when we reached! lol. Collected our popcorn and drinks and off for the show. The first show was the one ten years ago and is not bad. (: The second one which is ten years later now, is a disappointment. Not really worse to 1 star rating, i would honestly gave it a 2.5/5 star. The actors were still as good, aaron kwok and zheng yi jian. The disappointing parts were the slow motion movements when it is like getting too much of it.. that somehow it hypnotized the audience to sleep.. including me.. At that point of time i really feel like putting a pairs of toothpick to keep my eye widely open so as not to let my 26 dollars went down to the drain! LOL. And i also think that some part is redundant..? And some parts resembled me the movie "300" scene. LOL. Overall, i dont think the producer catches what the audiences want :( as you can see from the review, everyone even fengyun fans are disappointed. haa. Just feel that first one was way much better. (: After movie went mac with xavier and belinda. Talked about life and family.. hahaha. Today went bugis and sim lim to buy somethings for myself and friends. (: I bought myself one Christmas present which i have been craving for. LOL. The pink colour sony heart walkman remenber? (: Now i can find no excuse for me to go down the stadium and run and cut down those my unwanted ones! LOL Feeling stress right now... :( Because i have not yet started studying my Enterprise Solution for business test on monday! I think i inherited si hao favourite quote "then Q.Q lor!" LOL. I really feel like Q.Q crying right now! lol. And i dont think i can enjoy my advance xmas party with gv clique tml :( though i really anticipated it... Cos i'm worry that i'll be worrying about my test.. :( But i think i'm gonna try waking up very early tml to start studying else i'll really lost my smile during celebration. LOL. Have a feeling that i'll be.... sooner or later.... it just a point of time.. i've to mentally prepare for it.... i'll miss everything there.. every people faces.. every.. everything. 你听见了吗..?我那不安的心脏...? ❤THEM! (:  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AH YI! She is like a second mother to me.(: And this is the first time i bought gifts for her *guilty*. (: Because she always kept her birthday secretly till mum told me today. lol. And i'm alway so absent minded, too many people birthday to rmb, i think i missed out alot of my buddies birthday! :( Poor brain system! :( BUT i'm glad that she love the wallet so much that i gave. (: Quite suit her though. (: My ahma so cute right! hehehe! ❤❤❤AHMA! Sometimes, i used to think alot, my ahma is so fortunate, she is doted by all of us (: even my selfish bro lol. To him, my ahma is the most important person in his life, even more important then my mum! LOL. I dont know it is a good thing or bad lol but at least, he is filial to ahma and towards her, he is nt stingy at all! lol. He is willing to pay any price that my ahma like! lol. To me, you can define the difference between my ahma and me. lol..  Simple yet heart warming... (: FINALLY JOHOR TRIP THAT I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR!! XD Finally this day has arrived after the web service TORMENTS! LOL. 3 weeks the same test is really... SIGH! And i nearly screwed up during the practical test because my com HANG! OMG! I can feel my heart is thumping much more faster then normal! AND I'm really so in wrath with that... GRR! I'M REALLY SO NERVOUS AND YET SOMEONE IS MAKING IT WORSE. I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TO TALK SO LOUDLY AT MY EAR AND AS IF I WAS DEAF OR DUMB ! She scare no one hear that i'm clicking the wrong page! When the last time she talked so loudly at hl/shouted, she already left a very bad impression in me. And with THIS, VERY BAD TO AN EXTREME! IN CONCLUSION, I DONT HATE HER BUT DISLIKE!. * ANGRYLEH* Anyway let's talk about happy things!LOL. what a twist! hahah Went Johor with family today.. (: It feels great because.. sometimes.. when you're used to it.. you dont feel the meaning in its.. But.. when you've lost it once... you'll realise how meaningful it is...(: Woke up around 8 am plus.. wash up and sat train to kranji and took bus to Johor. (: I was really amazed by the new custom. (: Really nice and refreshing design, much more better then the obsolete ones (:, it looked more like an airport now.(:  As usual my all time favourite chee chong fan store!! I'll never miss it whenever i visit Johor. (: LOL.   Quite cheap lah. (: hahaha. Then off to a new place call JUSCO! I thought i have already been there once but my parents said it is not like the Malacca ones, this is much more bigger! And indeed YES!(:   This bread is crispy! nice(:  Hahaha! A pictures of 3! My dad, my bro in red and my mum! My dad dont like to take photo so i have to secretly took his back view. He will kill me if he saw this! lol.  So big the present! hehe!       Anyway bought some gifts from Jusco for friends.(: And a puma t-shirts for mum.(: NEXT STOP: ABALONE SOUP NOODLE! This is a die die must visit store! (: The ingredients are good and looked ex in singapore..  This crispy chicken is nice! RM 5 !  My dad called the Add ingredient set, so i think with noodles and soup is RM15. Actually not very ex if you know what is inside the soup! hehehe. Anyway is MY DAD TREATS SO I CAN CALL WHICHEVER I WANT!HAA! LONG TIME NO THIS FEELINGS HOOHOO.     Overall love this noodles and pure abalone soup, feels so refreshing again! :D Ohyah, did i mention about the ingredients? ok, i tried to download some image form my brain. LOL. I think it consists of gan bei, bao yu, xiang ya ban, crabmeat, mix meat, seaweed, yu piao, zhu pi etc.. gan bei, abalone and xiang ya ban are ingredients that are quite ex in singapore! So if you visit there, you can get many for 15 RM only!! :D Quite worth it actually... Then next stop: The shopping centre opposite the abalone soup stall. I forgot the name.. lol.. Went shop around and bought gifts too.(: Dad and my selfish bro went to buy some dvd hee. And the person there really very honest, both my dad and bro like his honestly! LOL. Cannot said out here, if you want to know can ask me personally! hAAAAAA! Then cabbed back to CITY SQUARE, DEFAULT PLACE! HAAA!. Managed to bought a hello kitty wallet (:, i dont know i buy it for? As i have so many wallet already? LOL. Just feels it is nice. (:  Then ate this strawberry snow ice damn nice. ((: And i forgot to take a pictures of the sweet corn! The sweet corn there is very nice AND they put contaminated milk! I thought it would taste AWFUL but NO! It is quite nice actually. (: And now i got it whenever some customer asked me during work if we have pepper and chili for sweet corn! LOL. I saw PEPPER, CHILLI EVEN BBQ SAUCE for the sweet corn at the stall inside citysquare! LOL I wonder how it taste likes :P Then off to the custom next to the citysquare! omg! The new custom just next to citysquare, so convenience! Abit disappointed because AS USUAL, my bro and dad like to nag and nag whenever my mum and i looking at clothes or cute stuff! I wonder why didnt i NAG at them during the dvd time! ROAR! LOL. So i missed out quite alot of stuff in city square didnt manage to shop all.:( But Mum said we will be coming again without them next time secretly hahahaha!. And i hope i have time for all this again! (: LOVE WEDNESDAYY!  Things that i've bought. Cute right.! hehe! Looking at the sea, scenary and building, i keep thinking of.. how is it like if you are right beside me looking at the same sky as me and i can share with you the joy in me.. And i hope you remenber.. i dont mind if it takes how long.. but still hope you remenber.. you said.. "next time we go oversea tgt lah!" I think whenever i'm oversea i'll be thinking ur sentence for over 100 times... LOL.. LOL!  I didnt know i have quite a numbers of collections of HELLO KITTY STATIONARY! LOL Till one day i took out all my pen and pencil to make a new home for them which is the new hello kitty pencil box! love it to the max! so cute! haha  The back of the pencil box so cute too right!! haha and not very ex!! :D Anyway back to work, feeling whole body aching again. sigh. lol. It was fun working yestarday had a really great laugh thanks to yushan bro, Eddy Teh and Angela. haha! They're so FUNNY!! :D Waited for Derek to finish his EOS and we went to watch a little parts of every movie! :D OMG! I SAW THE TWILIGHT NEW MOON ending!! Kinda touching and WOW! But WOW only for a few secs because...hahaha You should make a trip to cinema and watch it yourself & you will get what i mean.. :p After WOW.. will be AWWWWW!! WHYY!! hahaha!! I wanna follow the full show!! Gonna watch it soon yeah! :D:D:D WED WED WED PLS COME SOON! I WANNA GO JOHOR!! :D:D:D Have been feeling disappointed recently and keep on questioning myself. Am i trying hard enough? Or i'm having too high expectation on myself? :( Really feeling confused at times.. I only know.. i want to get a good life.. for me and for the people i cherish.. Sometimes envy is not enough.. i just've to keep on try harder..harder & harder, no more laziness!! I alway told myself that.. but in the end.. i'll still be back in shape. :( I hope i can think more of the consequences from today onwards... 走的人,是否也和我一样,想念,曾经一起奋战, 一起吃,一起玩,一起被骂,一起笑的日子... 有一种... 很无助.. 无趣... 的在过那边的每一天.. 因为少了很多东西和人,都已不在了. 唯一身边剩下的就只有几个,不多了..过了几个月..又要看着另一个人的离去... 而也是曾经陪我度过很多很多奋战和快乐的日子的人.. 到那时候,我需要人陪的时候,我该怎么样? :( 我现在明白了.. 那时我刚进来,她对我说的话, "有一天你也会明白我的感受,看着一个个的离开..的心情" 原来留下来的人才是最痛苦的... 因为.. 走的人虽然没有留下任何东西..但是..他们却留下了"想念"给.. 那些还在的人..:( Actually nth much to blog.. lol.. Just wanna said.. MY MOUSE WHICH HAD... ACCOMPANY ME THROUGH ALMOST 2 YEARS.. DECLARED DEAD! :( And he/she DEAD at the wrong time :(. Why declare dead at the period when i 'm most broke! LOL. Have been struggling buy or not buy a new mouse.. In the end, bought a new mouse again, logitech again. And i just have to admit that i really cant live without a mouse even one day yeah.. lol. I dropped the mouse 3 times today and Allan mouse too, though not dropped by me but is he lend me de, also dropped!! LOL. I feel so sway today! haaa. Anyway i love the new mouse though left a very big hole inside my pocket! LOL. And happy birthday to AH LEI, my fmo friend! (: I was preparing to go for lesson and on the way, saw ah dongdongdongdong, pamela, firdaus, henry, Ls etc outside the tutorial room... Then was suddenly dragged into the group haha! Didnt know today is Ah lei birthday! (: Hope she like our birthday songs! hehehe. Miss the time sitting beside her during game proposal stage and we exchange GOSSIPS. hahah. And the time we cutting props with the other 2 ah dong together like those factory aunty.. (: And game members.(: Those contagious laughters and funny drawings... Ok i gotta go sleep~ And i will bang MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL if tomorrow i go and no lesson on 9am!! haha justkidding.! Hopefully there is i dont wanna waste my time till 12pm. ==" If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step. Then I will take the remaining 999 steps toward you. |
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 There is more to me than just reading my e-journal. I like taking pictures with my camera because i love to keep happy memories, i like sleeping on rainy days and i'm a taiwan variety show & drama addict <3 :D. I like watching muo fang bang bang tang and I love lollipop! They're my laughing medicine whenever i'm feeling down!(: I can be an extrovert or introvert at times, a dreamer, a believer of horoscope. I'm quite a shopaholic and at times, i cant control my temptations. I love black, white and pink stuffs, vintage background, reading comic, photography and food. My grandma home cook foods are especially my favourite. I'm a person of ice cream & sweet stuff . Get me a fruit tart or dark chocolate ice cream and i'll squeeze you in delight. My grandpa is the one i miss and love the most. 恨自己不能把过去放弃.. Rewind
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